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Saturday, 26 September 2009

  • Cloudy with a chance of meatballs



    Cuuuute movie :] Near the end, it kind of got a bit too wacky, but it was hilarious. I mean comeon ****SPOILER****therewereheadlessmaneatingfriedchickenchasingthem!!!****SPOILER**** Now I'm going to think twice about eating chicken!

    Flint is my favorite character with Sam running for a close 2nd :] Flint just has this cute adorable quirky way to him, [I love nerdy guys haha x3] And Sam was such an exuberant , spirited, and jubilant character which makes them the most adorable couple ever :D

    I must say, the jello scene was probably my favorite scene throughout the whole movie, even though they played it over and over on the commercials a million times :[ Wish they didn't. But its still awesome :]

    Alright, getting kicked off. Time to sleep :]

Friday, 25 September 2009

  • Best answer ever.

    Okay so me and one of my best friends Richard were playing the questions game on MSN Messenger. Thought this was worth posting because its the coolest reply I've ever gotten whenever I ask this question lol.

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    [SapphireStar] says:
     If you were a crayon what color would you be?
     ;]

    Jag~ says:
     Black
     so i can overshadow every color
     and be pro


Thursday, 24 September 2009

  • Alright enough seriousness. :]

    Art and music are wonderful elements in life. They are so important to every aspect of life because they simulate emotions that are welled deep inside of us. Its what helps us express our feelings in a more aesthetic way rather than directly stating that we're absolutely depressed or overjoyed. We, humans, dwell and thrive on emotion, that's what makes us human.

    Anyways, I'm posting this because I was wondering why I always seem to melt whenever I hear a wonderful voice. I get this odd tingly feeling and and emotions just overwhelm me [mostly in a positive way, unless im listening to something uber sad]

    Haha :] Just now I was listening to Ahren [one of my 99999999999 secret crushes] and his voice is just making me swoon basically. Not just him though, it just happens that I'm listening to his music covers at the moment and my breathe was taken away. Haha I just listen to him more mainly cuz he added me on facebook [totally random, dunno why he did] so I get reminded of him all the time :P Every time I hear a guy with a good voice, it just makes me all googly-eyed and stuff. Gargh! Why don't these people exist in everyday real life? I posted once on my MSN "The greatest guys don't exist in real life" and everyone was calling me emo. I meant to say that people who are just blessed with angelic voices are always on youtube or like on television. I have yet to meet a guy who has a talent for music. Haha I'm just a dreamer :]

    Hmm,  you know what I dream about? Maybe one day, some guy will sweep me off my feet with his guitar, take me on a rowboat, row to the center of the lake or ocean or something. And we sit there floating as he busts out a romantic song and we both sing together in perfect harmony all alone. Siiighhhhh.

    Alright enough dreaming for me and time to get some homework done. D:


Saturday, 19 September 2009

  • What I admire in a person


    I've always been told I'm too picky, therefore that's why I've never had a boyfriend. People always ask me, "Well what kind of guy do you like?" There are MANY  a great deal of things that attract me to guys or things that I admire.

    I really don't ask for much [at least I don't FEEL like I'm asking for much even though it probably IS 'too much'] I just want to know a guy really well and have him as almost like a second best friend but a little more. I want to be able to share my thoughts and feelings without feeling uncomfortable and knowing that whatever opinions I have are respected. I want a guy who doesn't care for what I look like now or in the future and will care for me and love me throughout all my troubles. I want someone that wants to get to know me. And above all of the things, I want someone honest with me. Isn't this what every relationship should have? Or am I wrong? Some people do make the wrong choices but I'm probably not the only person in the world who wants these things.

    I admire someone with a strong will to resist despite what others think or say. Basically over and beyond the influence.

    I admire someone who is willing to admit to themselves and to other people their mistakes. A lot of people I know, don't want to admit they're wrong or that they made a mistake. In the end, they run away from their problems and leave it at that. People who are able to grow and learn from their mistakes and are strong enough to overcome those challenges first have to realize their mistake. Its never too late. Its up to you to make a change if you need it. I don't care about the past. If its the past, its done. To me, what is important is the person in the present.



    I admire ability to make good decisions in life. It is definitely IMPOSSIBLE for anyone to achieve this, but it can always be improved. No one ever makes all the right decisions, and I respect that. Some people make better decisions than others, but I admire those who have SOME kind of control of what they decide to do is something. People who can think things through knowing that they're doing something right first.

    I admire sacrifice. I guess more or less, sacrifice can be known as  a branch in decision making, except in a much more deeper level. Everyone is always faced with sacrificial decisions everyday whether they realize it or not. It could be as simple as "should I sacrifice my time to eat in order to finish my homework?". Or it could be something much more serious.  My dad was a heavy smoker in his teens. My mom refused to marry him because he smoked. After he found out, he dropped his bad addiction in an instant and NEVER touched another cigarette ever again. He was willing to sacrifice his addiction to protect his family. I'm not saying whomever I end up being with has to sacrifice anything for me, but has to be committed enough to love me as I would love him. Relationships are about commitment.

    I admire those who can think not just themselves, but of others as well.
    I see all the time where my college friends [yeah I never had these problems with my old high school friends] end up hurting other people without realizing what they are doing. Why? Because they never think of others, and rather just themselves. If people actually took the time to consider others feelings and not just satisfying themselves, everyone would get along and there wouldn't be as much drama. I don't involve myself with drama.



    Well, perhaps I may be asking for too much and that guy probably doesn't exist in the world. And if he does, hes probably taken :[ Ah well, I can wait. Also, I wouldn't mind being single for the rest of my life, no joke haha. Probably why I'm so patient in waiting :P
  • Saving a Life?

    I think I might have saved a life just yesterday without intending to. I don't mean that I wouldn't have intended it if I knew in case that's what it sounds like. I'm VERY glad I saved a life, but I didn't even know that my actions might have saved a friend.

    Class had just ended for the day, and I was about to head home. I had promised my friend Alejandra that I'd let her visit my apartment in the past, and I don't know what drove me to ask her to let her come see my apartment YESTERDAY of ALL days I could have asked her. So she agreed and she drove over to my apartment with me. As she stepped into the apartment, her phone rang. At that point, I ran around, trying to tidy up the apartment a little bit more, and I could hear her having a low conversation with her mom.

    I noticed after a few minutes, she had been still standing over at the door, and her hand was drooped with the phone in her hand with faint voices [but i didn't take too much notice at the time]. I thought she was being polite and was awaiting for me to invite her to come in or something. I spoke to her, "Hey, you can come in anytime, you don't have to stand there" She didn't reply, instead she looked down. I thought to myself that maybe she didn't hear me but I asked again in case, "Hey, do you want to come sit down?" Then I noticed the whole front of her shirt was soaked in drool, and she looked at me dozed. She was drooling and her head flopped oddly around and then I noticed her mom yelling through the phone "ALEJANDRA?? HEY! HELLO??? ALEJANDRA!!!" She stared at the wall blankly, with no emotion, her eyes half closed.

    I felt a wave of fear flush over me, but I tried to stay calm. I swallowed and touched her arm, "Alejandra? Are you okay?" As she heard her name, she seemed to react in a dream-like state "eh?". At that point, I gently took her cell from her and placed it on my ear, "Hello? This is Jenni, Alejandra's friend"

    Her mom sounded so relieved. She asked me to let her sit down and told me she'd be okay after a few minutes. I did as she asked, and surely, Alejandra snapped back to reality.

    There were a few events after that and I ended up driving her back to see her parents and whatnot.

    I found out later, she has some kind of sickness, where she randomly dozes off unconsciously. I was thinking narcolepsy, but she tells me that isn't what she has, but something else. . She can still stand or respond but its almost like a dream, and she can't remember anything. I don't know what it is called, nor does she, but she has to take medication and whatnot in order to help her. She was telling me how she would be 'asleep' for 20-30 minutes at a time, and now after the medication its only a few minutes. I am amazed, I've known her for a year and a half, and I was completely unaware she had this condition.

    But I shudder to think, what would have happened if I didn't invite her over to my apartment that day? She would have had to drive about 35-45 minutes on the freeway on her own back home and imagine if she ended up falling half-unconscious on the way there? Things could have been disastrous.

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